fuckyeahfemalehipbones angry rants
i wish i knew what to write here but i don't. i wish that was my most pressing problem but obviously it's not. i think and feel too much and i spend all my time making wishes that never come true. it's about damn time i start making some of my own magic and granting my own wishes because i don't know where my fairy-god mother ran off to.
my life is pretty shitty - according to my own standards which are the only ones that matter. i don't have a best friend, or really that many friends at all. i'm not smart or pretty and i'm sure as hell not skinny, but that i will be. i will be skinny and i will change my life. no more fucking wishing on stars and coins in fountains, this is it.
right now i'm sort of just floating in limbo, searching for a way to get out. i'm unsure of what i really want aside from the obvious.
2) I hate you. I fucking hate you so much. Just seeing your face makes me angry. You hurt me so much, more than words could ever express. You said we’d be friends forever. You said we’d grow up and always be there for one another, but I guess that was all just meaningless bullshit. Obviously you couldn’t be bothered to stick around and try to make our friendship work. Some best friend you were.
